no psilocybin for me today

Many men go fishing all of their lives without knowing that it is not fish they are after.
~Henry David Thoreau

i woke up discontent and seeking answers for many questions that i usually have floating around in my head.

what is life? what is living?
i know not what it is, but i certainly know what it isn't.
it is not waking up everyday for the same purpose.
it is not being constrained within a couple of square miles.
it is not driving fancy cars or living in fancy houses.

it probably is walking endlessly for hours and not knowing where you'll end up.
or withstanding trials and tribulations, while trying not to go mad.